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【職場上的祭司】人生有多少個十五年

 

P4-lonely我想跟大家分享一件事,就是我在五月初正式接納了在溫哥華地區某醫院的一份工作,將於 7 月 2 日上班,而離開愛城的日子將會是 6 月 24 日。屈指一算,我從溫哥華搬到愛城生活已經有十五年了!當年抵達的日子是 1998 年 1 月 13 日,正值嚴冬,落機的時間是晚上九時左右,當天的氣溫是零下廿七度。我還記得那天我是多麼期待著呼吸一口零下廿七度的空氣,試一試是什麼滋味!我來愛城的原因是要完成一個為期十個月的營養師實習課程,而選擇愛城的原因純粹是基於愛城的實習課程接納了我的申請,當時心想只要完成實習,在哪個城市生活十個月也不打緊!

 

其實我在愛城舉目無親,就算是來接機的吳牧師也是間接認識的,只有一面之緣。我落機的時侯甚至不知道將會在甚麼地方居住,只知道從離開機場之後,沿途漆黑一遍,渺無人煙!我心想,愛城對比溫哥華實在是十分荒涼呀!就這樣,吳牧師載我到達當時愛浸的幹事和她丈夫的家,打算暫住一兩天後便去另找居所。我還記得當晚安頓一番後,我便開始掛念在溫哥華的父母,在房間失落地哭了起來呢!但神很恩待,祂感動了幹事夫婦願意收留我住在他們的家,讓我在陌生和冰冷的愛城也得著家庭溫暖,更從而一步一步的建立起在這裡的新生活。原本打算完成十個月的實習課程後便離開,誰知一留就是十五年。

 

人生有多少個十五年?在愛城生活這十五年當中滿載著神的恩典、使命,更是滿載著人情味。我感謝神在這段日子中帶領我事業的發展,由無家者機構Hope Mission作為起步點,繼而到亞省大學醫院的病人膳食部工作了十三年,神在每一個崗位中也有不同的裝備,不同的階段都有不同的學習,讓我從每一個挑戰中更領略到在職場中榮耀神的使命。神更加帶領我在愛城華人浸信會的參與,在聖樂、崇拜、文字和事工領導很多層面都能發揮我的恩賜,還有一班可愛的弟兄姊妹,在事工上彼此配搭,更在生活上關顧我的需要。而且神更帶領我和其他教會的弟兄姊妹成立了愛城華人聖樂團,用音樂去聯合教會並且祝福社區。另外當然值得一提的就是,我剛剛完成了神學碩士課程那十二年的長跑!這一切一切豐盛了我在愛城這十五年的生活,繪成了一幅神與我同行的美麗圖畫!

 

所以,決定離開愛城也實在不是一個容易的過程,這裡的一切也叫我很不捨得,而離開的原因是在溫哥華的父母,因為我盼望能多點照顧和愛惜他們,並帶他們認識神。在過去這十五年,當我為著事業和事奉上一個又一個使命去拼搏的時侯,他們總是默默地在背後支持我。我相信,我也是時侯報答他們的親恩了!

 

神知道我很不捨得離開愛城,所以奇妙地藉著找工作的過程叫我深信祂就是那大能,掌管萬事而又深愛我的神,祂為我預備的道路總是最美好,最合宜:「你當剛強壯膽,不要懼怕,也不要驚惶,因為你無論往哪裡去,耶和華你的神必與你同在。」但更重要的,是神使用這段等待的時間使我領悟到,在人生各種先後次序的排位中,我應該如何衡量什麼需要抓緊,什麼可以放下。就是這樣,神調整了我的想法,繼而賜給我一份非常合適的工作,一個欣賞我的未來上司,還有一份期待著與家人共聚的喜樂。我深知是神帶領我作這轉變,更深信神會帶領我跨過在這轉變中的每一個挑戰。

 

我亦非常感謝神藉著這個轉變讓我更多認識自己,更多體會到神是我唯一的倚靠。在這預備搬埠的過程中,我發現自己是那麼多憂慮和懼怕,尤其是當前面的路充滿著未知數的時侯,我那麼不情願放開手中所抓著的一切,覺得手中所抓著的是自己一手爭取回來的,是屬於自己的。你知嗎,我傻得甚至不願意賣掉家中的傢俬,因為不想「失去」那些「擁有」,所以遲遲不去計劃如何處理傢俬的問題!實在很傻,是嗎!但就算在如此一件小事上,神也讓我知道無需憂慮,因為在神奇妙的安排下,突然有不同的人在三天內認購了九成的傢俬呢!就是這樣,神再一次讓我知道「你當剛強壯膽,不要懼怕,也不要驚惶,因為你無論往哪裡去,耶和華你的神必與你同在。」既然神已經讓我大大地經歷了祂過去十五年的祝福,難道祂不會在往後的日子繼續每天與我同行嗎?

 

接著的日子將會十分忙碌,要安排醫院工作和教會、聖樂團事工上的交接,要收拾細軟等等。繼而是安頓在溫哥華的生活,上新工,適應新環境!親愛的讀者們,我盼望你們能夠在禱告中記念我,讓我有體力,有智慧作出各樣安排,並能夠在這轉變中繼續經歷神,繼續定睛仰望神。

 

      聖經金句 (Bible Verses)

喜樂 Joy

喜樂的心乃是良藥;憂傷的靈使骨枯乾。箴言 17:22
A cheerful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones. Proverbs 17:22

然而,我要因耶和華歡欣,因救我的 神喜樂。哈巴谷書 3:18
yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will be joyful in God my Savior. Habakkuk 3:18

要常常喜樂,不住的禱告,凡事謝恩。帖撒羅尼迦前書 5:16-17
Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances. 1 Thessalonians 5:16-17

饒恕 Forgiveness

主啊,你本為良善,樂意饒恕人,有豐盛的慈愛賜給凡求告你的人。詩篇 86:5
You, Lord, are forgiving and good, abounding in love to all who call to you. Psalm 86:5

你不要說:“我要以惡報惡”;要等候耶和華,他必拯救你。箴言 20:22
Do not say, “I’ll pay you back for this wrong!” Wait for the LORD, and he will avenge you. Proverbs 6:14

你們饒恕人的過犯,你們的天父也必饒恕你們的過犯;馬太福音 6:14
For if you forgive other people when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. Matthew 6:14

你們不饒恕人的過犯,你們的天父也必不饒恕你們的過犯。馬太福音 6:15
But if you do not forgive others their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins. Matthew 6:15

你們各人若不從心裡饒恕你的弟兄,我天父也要這樣待你們了。馬太福音 18:35
This is how my heavenly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother or sister from your heart. Matthew 18:35

謙卑 Humility

敬畏耶和華是智慧的訓誨;尊榮以前,必有謙卑。箴言 15:33
Wisdom’s instruction is to fear the LORD, and humility comes before honor. Proverbs 15:33

敬畏耶和華心存謙卑,就得富有、尊榮、生命為賞賜。箴言 22:4
Humility is the fear of the LORD; its wages are riches and honor and life. Proverbs 22:4

凡事不可結黨,不可貪圖虛浮的榮耀;只要存心謙卑,各人看別人比自己強。腓立比書 2:3
Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves. Philippians 2:3

但他賜更多的恩典,所以經上說:神阻擋驕傲的人,賜恩給謙卑的人。雅各書 4:6
But he gives us more grace. That is why Scripture says:“God opposes the proud but shows favor to the humble.” James 4:6

驕傲 Pride

驕傲來,羞恥也來;謙遜人卻有智慧。箴言 11:2
When pride comes, then comes disgrace, but with humility comes wisdom. Proverbs 11:2

驕傲只啟爭競;聽勸言的,卻有智慧。箴言 13:10
Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves. Proverbs 13:10

驕傲在敗壞以先;狂心在跌倒之前。箴言 16:18
Pride goes before destruction, a haughty spirit before a fall. Proverbs 16:18

但他賜更多的恩典,所以經上說:神阻擋驕傲的人,賜恩給謙卑的人。雅各書 4:6
But he gives us more grace. That is why Scripture says:“God opposes the proud but shows favor to the humble.” James 4:6

忍耐 Patience

愚妄人怒氣全發;智慧人忍氣含怒。箴言 29:11
Fools give full vent to their rage, but the wise bring calm in the end. Proverbs 29:11

並且你們要為我的名,被眾人恨惡,惟有忍耐到底的,必然得救。馬可福音 13:13
Everyone will hate you because of me, but the one who stands firm to the end will be saved. Mark 13:13

不但如此,就是在患難中也是歡歡喜喜的。因為知道患難生忍耐。羅馬書 5:3
Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance. Romans 5:3

我們行善,不可喪志;若不灰心,到了時候就要收成加拉太書 6:9
Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Galatians 6:9

你們也當忍耐,堅固你們的心,因為主來的日子近了。雅各書 5:8
You too, be patient and stand firm, because the Lord’s coming is near. James 5:8

溫柔 Meekness

回答柔和,使怒消退;言語暴戾,觸動怒氣。箴言 15:1
A gentle answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger. Proverbs 15:1

溫柔的人有福了,因為他們必承受地土。馬太福音 5:5
Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth. Matthew 5:5

用溫柔勸戒那抵擋的人;或者 神給他們悔改的心,可以明白真道。提摩太後書 2:25
Opponents must be gently instructed, in the hope that God will grant them repentance leading them to a knowledge of the truth. 2 Timothy 2:25

只要以裡面存著長久溫柔、安靜的心為妝飾;這在 神面前是極寶貴的。彼得前書 3:4
Rather, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God’s sight. 1 Peter 3:4

嫉妒 Envy

不要為作惡的心懷不平,也不要向那行不義的生出嫉妒。詩篇 37:1
Do not fret because of those who are evil or be envious of those who do wrong. Psalm 37:1

心中安靜是肉體的生命;嫉妒是骨中的朽爛。箴言 14:30
A heart at peace gives life to the body, but envy rots the bones. Proverbs 14:30

在何處有嫉妒、紛爭,就在何處有擾亂和各樣的壞事。雅各書 3:16
For where you have envy and selfish ambition, there you find disorder and every evil practice. James 3:16

生氣 Anger

當止住怒氣,離棄忿怒;不要心懷不平,以致作惡。詩篇 37:8
Refrain from anger and turn from wrath; do not fret—it leads only to evil. Psalm 37:8

好生氣的人,不可與他結交;暴怒的人,不可與他來往。箴言 22:24
Do not make friends with a hot-tempered person, do not associate with one easily angered. Proverbs 22:24

愚妄人怒氣全發;智慧人忍氣含怒。箴言 29:11
Fools give full vent to their rage, but the wise bring calm in the end. Proverbs 29:11

生氣卻不要犯罪.不可含怒到日落。以弗所書 4:26
In your anger do not sin: Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry. Ephesians 4:26

我親愛的弟兄們,這是你們所知道的,但你們各人要快快的聽,慢慢的說,慢慢的動怒,因為人的怒氣並不成就 神的義。雅各書 1:19,20
My dear brothers and sisters, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, because human anger does not produce the righteousness that God desires. James 1:19,20

災難 Calamity

謹守口與舌的、就保守自己免受災難。箴言 21:23
Those who guard their mouths and their tongues keep themselves from calamity. Proverbs 21:23

民要攻打民、國要攻打國、多處必有地震、饑荒.這都是災難的起頭。馬可福音 13:8
Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be earthquakes in various places, and famines. These are the beginning of birth pains. Mark 13:8

憂愁 Worry

你們不要憂愁、因靠耶和華而得的喜樂是你們的力量。尼希米記 8:10
Do not grieve, for the joy of the LORD is your strength. Nehemiah 8:10

主雖使人憂愁, 還要照他諸般的慈愛發憐憫。耶利米哀歌 3:32
Though he brings grief, he will show compassion, so great is his unfailing love. Lamentations 3:32

凡勞苦擔重擔的人,可以到我這裡來,我就使你們得安息。馬太福音 11:28
Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Matthew 11:28

我留下平安給你們、我將我的平安賜給你們.我所賜的、不像世人所賜的.你們心裏不要憂愁、也不要膽怯。約翰福音 14:27
Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. John 14:27

應當一無掛慮,只要凡事藉著禱告、祈求和感謝,將你們所要的告訴神。神所賜出人意外的平安,必在基督耶穌裡,保守你們的心懷意念。腓立比書 4:6,7
Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6,7

因此, 你們是大有喜樂, 但如今, 在百般的試煉中暫時憂愁。彼得前書 1:6
In all this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. 1 Peter 1:6

患難 Trouble, Suffering

義人多有苦難,但耶和華救他脫離這一切。詩篇 34:19
The righteous person may have many troubles, but the LORD delivers him from them all. Psalm 34:19

神是我們的避難所,是我們的力量,是我們在患難中隨時的幫助!詩篇 46:1
God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Psalm 46:1

耶和華本為善,在患難的日子為人的保障,並且認得那些投靠他的人。那鴻書 1:7
The LORD is good, a refuge in times of trouble. He cares for those who trust in him. Nahum 1:7

為義受逼迫的人有福了,因為天國是他們的。馬太福音 5:10
Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Matthew 5:10

不但如此,就是在患難中,也是歡歡喜喜的。因為知道患難生忍耐。羅馬書 5:3
Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; Romans 5:3

我想現在的苦楚,若比將來要顯於我們的榮耀,就不足介意了。羅馬書 8:18
I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us. Romans 8:18

因為你們蒙恩,不但得以信服基督,並要為他受苦。腓立比書 1:29
For it has been granted to you on behalf of Christ not only to believe in him, but also to suffer for him. Philippians 1:29

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