【特稿】潘慶章的回家路

 

bosco"細細個周圍闖禍,學人開拖,根本唔識對與錯,真係好傻,俾啲損友教坏我,唔識死喎。挑戰法律,四年監獄裏渡過,曾經試過心愛嘅人都背棄我,曾經試過點樣叫都無人理我,每日惡魔係度困擾我,摧毀我,幸好救世主從來都無話離棄過。主啊,多謝你幫我解鎖,主啊,主啊今日我識分辨對與錯......"

上面這首饒舌(Hip Hop)歌曲,是曾經奪得 "溫哥華 Hip Hop 歌唱比賽" 冠軍的饒舌歌手潘慶章(Bosco)的作品,它清楚地描述了他過去因無知而誤交損友,導致鋃鐺入獄,幸好得到神的拯救,在獄中幡然醒悟,並成就他現在專注於福音事工的傳奇經歷。

潘慶章出生於香港一個小康之家,十二嵗隨家人移民到溫哥華,居住在高貴林市。同其他新移民一樣,他也經歷了用幾年時間來適應新生活的過程。之後,他開始對饒舌音樂產生興趣,並嘗試成爲歌手。當時,這在主流社會也只是屬於小衆的饒舌音樂,在華人圈子中的饒舌歌手除了他更是絕無僅有的。年輕的潘慶章決心投入對這種音樂的追求,用自己的演繹方式介紹給華人聽衆。2002 年,臺灣華納唱片公司在溫哥華舉辦 "Hip Hop 流行音樂比賽",潘慶章贏得冠軍並得到一紙合約,他的音樂事業亦如日方中,前途無限。爲了幫助他實現他的音樂理想,亦為方便他的工作,潘慶章的父母決定搬離高貴林,並將該處的房屋售出。此時,潘慶章作了一個決定,---他後來形容這是他一生最錯的決定,就是將父母在高貴林空置掛牌,準備售出的房屋借給朋友。原本聲稱用來放置走私品的房屋,被朋友用作一宗綁架案的藏參之所。直至事情敗露,他才恍然大悟,可惜悔之晚矣。

身陷囹圄的潘慶章,事業和感情都一次盡毀。他失去了追求音樂理想的熱忱,甚至連生存的勇氣都幾乎失去,因爲他連自己都放棄了。幸好,神沒有放棄他,而且,還透過聖經和一次與人的對話,重燃他對永恒生命的盼望。於是,他在牢獄中攻讀函授神學課程,并將他的感受和掙扎記錄下來,希望有朝一日將自己的這些領受化爲音樂與人分享,讓他的祝福成爲別人的祝福。這段曾經令他失去人生追求的痛苦經歷,讓他不單藉此機會認識到神,還蒙神的呼召,跟隨監獄牧師服侍囚友;出獄後更成爲專注於青年事工的傳道人,以自己的音樂和經歷作見證,幫助衆多失喪的靈魂。

溫哥華有很多年輕人,像潘慶章一樣小小年紀來到異國他鄉。他們與大人一樣要經歷語言、文化和環境的變遷,但他們所能承受的壓力卻不比成年人。因此,他們不理會所結交的是否損友,哪怕飲酒作樂,抑或吸食毒品,衹要能夠從中找到慰藉心靈,填滿空虛的同伴就可以。潘慶章曾經留戀於派對中的花天酒地,正是爲了希望得到原本在原居地同齡人中可以享受到的被肯定和被接納的感覺。希望他的故事可以叫我們這些家長能夠明白自己的子女更多一些。

潘慶章這段傳奇的經歷,難以盡用筆墨來描畫。恩雨之聲將他的見證完完整整地拍攝下來,放在互聯網上以供下載觀看;同時,期望透過他在 6 月 24 和 25 號兩晚福音佈道會的分享,能夠成爲我們的父母和子女們的幫助。無論作爲父母的,還是作爲子女的;無論是基督徒家庭,還是未信的朋友,都應該聽下他蒙恩得以將痛苦經驗轉化成祝福的生命故事。兩場佈道會分別用中、英文進行,詳情請致電 604-244-3767 恩雨之聲查詢。

青年傳道人潘慶章,同時亦是 Hip Hop 歌手的 Bosco,他出獄之後重新投入社會,積極向人傳講福音,將真實的神告訴人。他喜歡用以下這首歌來形容他的經驗:

"返屋企啊,返屋企!感受到未有幾多人關心你,親眼睇住你俾墮落玩死,每日祈求你會愛惜自己,希望你會真正明白做人的道理。當你經歷一無所有,當你身邊無嗮朋友,無路可走,肚餓到用雙手搲入豬兜,仲要麻木到乜嘢時候?無錯係時候要返屋企,天父打開雙手出來迎接你,細心問吓自己究竟你準備好未,成個天堂對住你講我愛你!"

請你回應潘慶章的這個邀請,用信心踏上回家路,也來聼聼他的音樂與見證分享!

 

      聖經金句 (Bible Verses)

喜樂 Joy

喜樂的心乃是良藥;憂傷的靈使骨枯乾。箴言 17:22
A cheerful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones. Proverbs 17:22

然而,我要因耶和華歡欣,因救我的 神喜樂。哈巴谷書 3:18
yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will be joyful in God my Savior. Habakkuk 3:18

要常常喜樂,不住的禱告,凡事謝恩。帖撒羅尼迦前書 5:16-17
Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances. 1 Thessalonians 5:16-17

饒恕 Forgiveness

主啊,你本為良善,樂意饒恕人,有豐盛的慈愛賜給凡求告你的人。詩篇 86:5
You, Lord, are forgiving and good, abounding in love to all who call to you. Psalm 86:5

你不要說:“我要以惡報惡”;要等候耶和華,他必拯救你。箴言 20:22
Do not say, “I’ll pay you back for this wrong!” Wait for the LORD, and he will avenge you. Proverbs 6:14

你們饒恕人的過犯,你們的天父也必饒恕你們的過犯;馬太福音 6:14
For if you forgive other people when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. Matthew 6:14

你們不饒恕人的過犯,你們的天父也必不饒恕你們的過犯。馬太福音 6:15
But if you do not forgive others their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins. Matthew 6:15

你們各人若不從心裡饒恕你的弟兄,我天父也要這樣待你們了。馬太福音 18:35
This is how my heavenly Father will treat each of you unless you forgive your brother or sister from your heart. Matthew 18:35

謙卑 Humility

敬畏耶和華是智慧的訓誨;尊榮以前,必有謙卑。箴言 15:33
Wisdom’s instruction is to fear the LORD, and humility comes before honor. Proverbs 15:33

敬畏耶和華心存謙卑,就得富有、尊榮、生命為賞賜。箴言 22:4
Humility is the fear of the LORD; its wages are riches and honor and life. Proverbs 22:4

凡事不可結黨,不可貪圖虛浮的榮耀;只要存心謙卑,各人看別人比自己強。腓立比書 2:3
Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves. Philippians 2:3

但他賜更多的恩典,所以經上說:神阻擋驕傲的人,賜恩給謙卑的人。雅各書 4:6
But he gives us more grace. That is why Scripture says:“God opposes the proud but shows favor to the humble.” James 4:6

驕傲 Pride

驕傲來,羞恥也來;謙遜人卻有智慧。箴言 11:2
When pride comes, then comes disgrace, but with humility comes wisdom. Proverbs 11:2

驕傲只啟爭競;聽勸言的,卻有智慧。箴言 13:10
Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves. Proverbs 13:10

驕傲在敗壞以先;狂心在跌倒之前。箴言 16:18
Pride goes before destruction, a haughty spirit before a fall. Proverbs 16:18

但他賜更多的恩典,所以經上說:神阻擋驕傲的人,賜恩給謙卑的人。雅各書 4:6
But he gives us more grace. That is why Scripture says:“God opposes the proud but shows favor to the humble.” James 4:6

忍耐 Patience

愚妄人怒氣全發;智慧人忍氣含怒。箴言 29:11
Fools give full vent to their rage, but the wise bring calm in the end. Proverbs 29:11

並且你們要為我的名,被眾人恨惡,惟有忍耐到底的,必然得救。馬可福音 13:13
Everyone will hate you because of me, but the one who stands firm to the end will be saved. Mark 13:13

不但如此,就是在患難中也是歡歡喜喜的。因為知道患難生忍耐。羅馬書 5:3
Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance. Romans 5:3

我們行善,不可喪志;若不灰心,到了時候就要收成加拉太書 6:9
Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Galatians 6:9

你們也當忍耐,堅固你們的心,因為主來的日子近了。雅各書 5:8
You too, be patient and stand firm, because the Lord’s coming is near. James 5:8

溫柔 Meekness

回答柔和,使怒消退;言語暴戾,觸動怒氣。箴言 15:1
A gentle answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger. Proverbs 15:1

溫柔的人有福了,因為他們必承受地土。馬太福音 5:5
Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth. Matthew 5:5

用溫柔勸戒那抵擋的人;或者 神給他們悔改的心,可以明白真道。提摩太後書 2:25
Opponents must be gently instructed, in the hope that God will grant them repentance leading them to a knowledge of the truth. 2 Timothy 2:25

只要以裡面存著長久溫柔、安靜的心為妝飾;這在 神面前是極寶貴的。彼得前書 3:4
Rather, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God’s sight. 1 Peter 3:4

嫉妒 Envy

不要為作惡的心懷不平,也不要向那行不義的生出嫉妒。詩篇 37:1
Do not fret because of those who are evil or be envious of those who do wrong. Psalm 37:1

心中安靜是肉體的生命;嫉妒是骨中的朽爛。箴言 14:30
A heart at peace gives life to the body, but envy rots the bones. Proverbs 14:30

在何處有嫉妒、紛爭,就在何處有擾亂和各樣的壞事。雅各書 3:16
For where you have envy and selfish ambition, there you find disorder and every evil practice. James 3:16

生氣 Anger

當止住怒氣,離棄忿怒;不要心懷不平,以致作惡。詩篇 37:8
Refrain from anger and turn from wrath; do not fret—it leads only to evil. Psalm 37:8

好生氣的人,不可與他結交;暴怒的人,不可與他來往。箴言 22:24
Do not make friends with a hot-tempered person, do not associate with one easily angered. Proverbs 22:24

愚妄人怒氣全發;智慧人忍氣含怒。箴言 29:11
Fools give full vent to their rage, but the wise bring calm in the end. Proverbs 29:11

生氣卻不要犯罪.不可含怒到日落。以弗所書 4:26
In your anger do not sin: Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry. Ephesians 4:26

我親愛的弟兄們,這是你們所知道的,但你們各人要快快的聽,慢慢的說,慢慢的動怒,因為人的怒氣並不成就 神的義。雅各書 1:19,20
My dear brothers and sisters, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, because human anger does not produce the righteousness that God desires. James 1:19,20

災難 Calamity

謹守口與舌的、就保守自己免受災難。箴言 21:23
Those who guard their mouths and their tongues keep themselves from calamity. Proverbs 21:23

民要攻打民、國要攻打國、多處必有地震、饑荒.這都是災難的起頭。馬可福音 13:8
Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be earthquakes in various places, and famines. These are the beginning of birth pains. Mark 13:8

憂愁 Worry

你們不要憂愁、因靠耶和華而得的喜樂是你們的力量。尼希米記 8:10
Do not grieve, for the joy of the LORD is your strength. Nehemiah 8:10

主雖使人憂愁, 還要照他諸般的慈愛發憐憫。耶利米哀歌 3:32
Though he brings grief, he will show compassion, so great is his unfailing love. Lamentations 3:32

凡勞苦擔重擔的人,可以到我這裡來,我就使你們得安息。馬太福音 11:28
Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Matthew 11:28

我留下平安給你們、我將我的平安賜給你們.我所賜的、不像世人所賜的.你們心裏不要憂愁、也不要膽怯。約翰福音 14:27
Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. John 14:27

應當一無掛慮,只要凡事藉著禱告、祈求和感謝,將你們所要的告訴神。神所賜出人意外的平安,必在基督耶穌裡,保守你們的心懷意念。腓立比書 4:6,7
Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6,7

因此, 你們是大有喜樂, 但如今, 在百般的試煉中暫時憂愁。彼得前書 1:6
In all this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. 1 Peter 1:6

患難 Trouble, Suffering

義人多有苦難,但耶和華救他脫離這一切。詩篇 34:19
The righteous person may have many troubles, but the LORD delivers him from them all. Psalm 34:19

神是我們的避難所,是我們的力量,是我們在患難中隨時的幫助!詩篇 46:1
God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Psalm 46:1

耶和華本為善,在患難的日子為人的保障,並且認得那些投靠他的人。那鴻書 1:7
The LORD is good, a refuge in times of trouble. He cares for those who trust in him. Nahum 1:7

為義受逼迫的人有福了,因為天國是他們的。馬太福音 5:10
Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Matthew 5:10

不但如此,就是在患難中,也是歡歡喜喜的。因為知道患難生忍耐。羅馬書 5:3
Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; Romans 5:3

我想現在的苦楚,若比將來要顯於我們的榮耀,就不足介意了。羅馬書 8:18
I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us. Romans 8:18

因為你們蒙恩,不但得以信服基督,並要為他受苦。腓立比書 1:29
For it has been granted to you on behalf of Christ not only to believe in him, but also to suffer for him. Philippians 1:29

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